Love Without A NotionIn my thoughtsI hold youIn my dreamsI feel youI am safeInside your armsWe are in loveWithin my mindThen i wake upTo see your faceThat cares for meBut not the same wayYour heart lies with the deadNo matter how hard I tryTo bring it back to light.Yet you resist me......And all that I feel for you.
To Be NumbI gaze through the glassTo the last rays of lightAnd the long shadows castAs dusk turns into nightHands cling to the chain linkStill struggle to standI know what you may thinkAnd I know what I amA broken manStill stealing these breathsBecause I canI tried to hold onIf not but for your sakeBut you walked awayLeft my heart here to acheNow it justReluctantly beatsIt's this feeling inside meAnd my heart is its keepIt's a feeling thatIs known only to someNot everyone knowsWhat it's like to be numb...
Loneliness.I want you to touch me-Just love me.Please?Just stop these tears for a while.You just gotta lie a little more-Just gotta say I'm your darling girl.Only need to whisper you love me,You don't have to mean it-Just need to say it.I love you more than anything-I cry for you more than nothing.I whisper things all the time-Wondering if you ever loved me.Or if you just were using me.I really miss you-Thinking of that conversation,You asked if I'd ever heard love before.Then you were sad when I said no.Do you really love me?Or do you just love the thought of fucking a lonely virgin?Am I really that easy?Do you think I feel nothing?Sometimes,I wish I was a robot-One that didn't feel anything...One that never fell in-love.Never thought about the stars,I wish I was something...Something more than nothing-Then maybe I wouldn't be drunk and lonely.
The BrokenA fractured laughA broken wordYou're losing graspAnd breaking hardA tragic smileA half told lieA constant trialNot to cryA hidden pastA dismal lifeA question askedRehearsed replyWhat are those scars?What happened then?What is your past?You got those when?You're the abusedYou're the struck downBroken by foolsAnd scarred by handsCan't hold it inCan't keep it upCrying victimYou've had enough
If only I could tell youAfter so many years I've found what I'm looking forIt's you, just you my dear, and nothing moreBecause you filled me with something I've never felt beforeWhen we first met we established more than just a rapportYou changed my world in a blink of an eyeThat is something that I will never denyYou did the impossible and warmed my frozen soulThat's a reason why when I'm with you I feel wholeWhen you're near I never feel the need to shed a tearYour mere touch chases away every single fearYou managed to convince me that life is worthwhileI actually believe the sun shines brighter when you smileI can't believe how, every corner of my mind, you invadedYou brought back my faith that so long ago fadedYou see, a woman like you, is a dream come trueIt all began on that day I first locked eyes with youYou have no idea what you have done for meYou made me want to be better, clear for others to seeYou are a gift that was sent to this earth from aboveTo everyone around you, all you