To Be NumbI gaze through the glassTo the last rays of lightAnd the long shadows castAs dusk turns into nightHands cling to the chain linkStill struggle to standI know what you may thinkAnd I know what I amA broken manStill stealing these breathsBecause I canI tried to hold onIf not but for your sakeBut you walked awayLeft my heart here to acheNow it justReluctantly beatsIt's this feeling inside meAnd my heart is its keepIt's a feeling thatIs known only to someNot everyone knowsWhat it's like to be numb...
Love Without A NotionIn my thoughtsI hold youIn my dreamsI feel youI am safeInside your armsWe are in loveWithin my mindThen i wake upTo see your faceThat cares for meBut not the same wayYour heart lies with the deadNo matter how hard I tryTo bring it back to light.Yet you resist me......And all that I feel for you.
Sick.life slouches against the door[i think i can hear it crying]sickly grins lick my lips;rub the undersidesof scream-sore throatsstained with the sweetest sort of bruiseevery nerve--a softatrium flow;cuttingcapillariesscreams all my ownswallowed in cotton lungspressure in my skullfire in my veinsholding the skin i hadclinging tighter to fragilityand i just can't findthe strength to cryanymorethe night stretches on for monthsred.red.black. i shake like a leaf
If only I could tell youAfter so many years I've found what I'm looking forIt's you, just you my dear, and nothing moreBecause you filled me with something I've never felt beforeWhen we first met we established more than just a rapportYou changed my world in a blink of an eyeThat is something that I will never denyYou did the impossible and warmed my frozen soulThat's a reason why when I'm with you I feel wholeWhen you're near I never feel the need to shed a tearYour mere touch chases away every single fearYou managed to convince me that life is worthwhileI actually believe the sun shines brighter when you smileI can't believe how, every corner of my mind, you invadedYou brought back my faith that so long ago fadedYou see, a woman like you, is a dream come trueIt all began on that day I first locked eyes with youYou have no idea what you have done for meYou made me want to be better, clear for others to seeYou are a gift that was sent to this earth from aboveTo everyone around you, all you